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I've shifted to http://siewying.wordpress.com thanks to angie for introducing wordpress to me...now i can set password to my post instead of changing my website url...so if you wan the password ask me...if i wan you to know wads going on with my life i'll give u...if not than i'm sorry..

had 2 overseas trip within a month...thailand for the long one with my aunt and a short one to JB with the uni-peers...bought loads and loads of stuff from thailand till i was dead broke as in literally dead broke with 0 baht left at the bangkok airport..luckily there was no need to pay airport tax or else i'm dead...went to JB with the gang ytd...had a fun time playing daytona...bowling..etc...and most impt FOOD!!!!...yahx...thanks kiat lee for bringing us to the nice and yummy food...though is jus a border away..the food is so much cheaper and yummier..is a pity angie couldnt make it but i'm sure the next time we go..she's definately comming along...anyway toking bout that she should be flying back from thailand tml...and i'm sure she had a wonderful time...i miss my best fren...i got so many thing to tell her...anyway enough of the happy stuff...i wont say i'll go on with the sad stuff but eversince i declared that i have attraction for him...but his action sometimes make me confused and sad...think i'll write it in a separate post..cus i know if i dun write it out i will feel very suffocating..

Labels: emo + happy = i dunno

is so weird...i'm actually learning a game for a guy...i tot after u i'll not fall for anyone..guess i'm wrong...i still get over u even though when peeps ask i always tell them is over but i guess i'm jus lying..i jus told someone whom i noe less than a month bout us..i dunno why i told him..but i jus did..forgetting u is a really hard thing to do...u are the one who made me feel like theres nothing i need to worry and u are also the one who made me feel i was in hell..perhaps i'll jus never walk away from your shadow..finally i met someone who might jus lead me out of u..but i'm afraid..i'm afraid that i'll be hurt and i'm afraid that i am jus thinking too much on my own...i dunno why but u will be in my mind everytime..until i met the new 'him' i guess i'll jus be walking in not my shadow but yours..

is been some time since i last blog...thats because i've been studying really hard for my exams...finally 3 papers are down...but the bad thing is i'm left with 2 theory paper which is harder than econs...or rather thats how i feel..I'm glad i started my econs early which gave me ample preparation for the exam but i sort of neglected the rest of the subject...anyway throughout the months during studies...i managed to know more frens in UOL...they are very friendly people and i'm glad that i'm expanding my circle of frens...we decided to organise a bbq but with all bbq pits fully booked...therefore we decided to change to a 2D1N chalet...it will be at east coast park...seems like time really flies...in months i'll be turning 21 which means a new chapter of my life will be starting..wad i really want in my life i still have doubt about it...i wan to work in a financial industry , be it bank or investment company..but i still have the dream of being a full time PA for a while...well dream be dreams in the next 2 years i must really think wad i wan to do...whenever i told my frens that i wanna continue doing my masters after my degree...they always reply that they are not sure if they can even pass the degree smoothly which make me think if i'm aspiring abit to far...another thing...relationship...my fren once told me that majority of his frens are either going to be married or in stable relationship and he's only 24...it makes me kind of wonder wad will happen to me by then...will i still be single or will i be with someone..


Things to accomplish after exam

1. chalet cum bbq with the UOL peeps...
2. extensive revision for driving
3. driving test
4. Thailand
5. China
6. more baking

Labels: daily life

sometimes i wonder is there any pure platonic frenship between guys and girls? When a girl tend to be close to the guy...it will always be seen as something more...i simply cant understand..a close fren once told me that i'm someone that have lots of guy friends as compared to girl friends..though i agree totally with him...i wonder is it a good or bad thing...we tend to say that guys mature later that girls...i used to think that way too...but i tot i was wrong when i meet C...tot that someone who is younger than me by 3 years and yet have a mindset/thinking like me or rather someone of the age of 19...but then after the a few msges...u tend to get the idea that he's thinking a bit too much...i mean is guys thinking too much?

Labels: random

today is my farewell lunch with SM...oh man as i type i have so many emotions running throughout me...we had lunch at Honjjin japanese restaurant...food is nice...haha...i was the chair lady..sort off...but i dun like being the centre of attraction so i was kinda akward shifting up and down of my seat...they were all very nice and helpful to me thruout the 1 year in SGX...after lunch they ask me to give a thankyou speech...at that moment i was like stun...haha...i realise i havent prepared my thank you speech...neither did i know how to pluck words from the air... so i basically was very shy and keep declining say that i never prepare and i dunno wad to say...eventhough i wanted to say thank you to all of them very much...i simply cant do public speaking jus like that or rather i have yet the guts to do that...plus i'm afraid that i will be emotional that eyes , face all turn red...with tears running down..this is so far my best company with great boss and colleagues..if i could turn back time , i'll definately accept and re-contract...and maybe minusing all the dumb mistakes i met thru the journey...anyway...in short i'm gonna miss everybody there.....

Labels: SGX

Few more days to go before i solely concentrate on my studies...is a good thing that i finally take a break..a bad thing is i'm gonna miss my colleagues...today i went for my first farewell lunch..thanks sue nee and suhaw...heE...had a nice lunch though is jus a coffee shop but still is the thought that count....thursday going for another from HP...though they are our outsourcing partner...they are very nice to me...oh man...i sure miss the time i spend in SGX...haha...time really flies...i've been working for 1 year...thats the longest i've stayed in a part time job...as the rest i quit because of school..well one thing for sure i noe...studying and working is really not easy...so for those who have a choice not working while studying...please don't...half the time you will have not enough sleep..