Sunday, April 15, 2007
here i am in the office...again very bored..regarding the issue i state in ytd's posting...i'm still feeling f**ked up about it...i have not heard of A since...I'm very scared that our friendship will turn all bad...the last round that i think yijing was pissed off with me...i was feeling bad and guilty the whole week...A's ranking in my friends is as impt as yijing...How i wished time could turn back and things will be better...i dunno what to do now...should i call A and talk to A or shld i jus pretend nothing happen and wait for A to talk to me...i hate the feeling of being guilty...it kind of sux..i think the feeling will only go off when A and me starts talking to each other...oh man...my eyes are so tired due to not lack of sleep but interval of waking up from a long sleep...I wan to tell yijing about it but i can't cus she knows A and it will be even more akward if she go confront A...ARH!!!!...i dunno what to do...