Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Is wednesday of the week and we still havent talk to each other...I mean as a fren is polite to reply my msges and stuff...and even if you are pissed with me i would rather u let me know instead of avoiding me..I already apologise to you...what more u wan me to do?...I mean i really dont wan to spoil this frenship but i really dunno wad to do already...
i realise that to all my frens i'm always the one being bothered about how they feel...they don't even care if i feel pissed or wad...i kind of sick of who i am...i realise i got very limited frens to talk to...when i was feeling so troubled i tried finding M , YJ but they are all not available...last time i can count on YF to talk to as a fren...but now we seems to be so distance that i don't even dare to look for him to talk to...If things really turn out really bad i will feel sad that i lost a fren who knows me well...Maybe when it comes to frenship i tend to get very troubled and anxious when i feel that i have angered my frens...i tend to worry alot which i know is not a good thing...but i cant help as frens are 1 of the impt group of ppl in my life...
Enuff of sad stuffs..the good thing is i talk to my dad regarding me wanting to buy a psp...i thought his reply will be a definate NO...but surprising he told me to check out the price let him know and if is still cheaper than the shop we bought our PS2 than he will go down with me to buy and help me bargain...well i'm definately going to buy a psp this month...
Eventhough this is a happy issue i still feeling troubled regarding frens issues...haiz...