Sunday, April 08, 2007
This week was not a good week for me...firstly i'm down with a bad flu and my body is aching everywhere...went to MOS on thursday as there was free entry for all due to good friday...met yf and yg first at je MRT...before proceeding there..there was a long long queue...basically singaporean are always up for freebies...wanted to go MOMO instead but there wasnt much offers so MOS was selected due to budget reason..however the mood wasnt there and the music wasnt as nice...plus yj was being emo and i was very tired...everyone was very sian..we took a cab home sending yj, yg, me than yf...when i reach home...i realise that i've lost my gate key..i cant be bothered to call everyone and ask..so i called my bro to open the door for me BUT he was out cycling...so i've no choice but to sit outside and wait for his return...when i manage to enter the hse...i was super dead beat...wanted to jus sleep and sleep and sleep...but my dad was nagging and nagging and nagging..so there was a shouting argument before we decide to leave each other alone...anyway i've been secretly drinking my dad's liquor everyday...since he has so many bottles no harm for me to finish up one...
Anyway...since no one will read the blog...i will jus write down my tots...i think i'm beginning to like you unknowingly...i dunno why but i'm always waiting for your msg and waiting for ur calls...when i see u with another girl...i feel uneasy...you wan me to wait for you...but u are not making an effort to work things out...i was thinking about this the yesterday...since you are not making an effort why do i make myself so miserable waiting for you? i'm going to start forgetting you as someone that i once like...i'm officially emotionally and physically unattached...
This few days was a emotional rollercoaster for me...but i'm going to pick myself up and be my usual self...