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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Havent been updating as this week was kind of a busy day for me...jus took over my colleague's job and was ask to help a colleague who is pregnant...is forms and forms and forms AND MORE forms..Initially wasn't getting used to it as previous month i'm SUPER free...suddenly i got so much work load...but now i'm getting used to it...These few days i've been a very good girl to my mum...always going home for dinner...last time i used to go home for dinner only like twice a week...yeahx...quite sad...i dunno but my fren's death taught me to really appreciate my family and treasure my life..life is really so fragile...i made a promise that i will no longer binge on alcohol anymore...hmm...i got a feeling i'll not be able to keep to that promise...haha...

anyway went to wala wala at holland V alone...yeap u didnt see wrongly...alone...ytd was kind of emo and that i needed to relax and to sort my thinking...did try to ask a few frens along but it was kind of last minute...so well expect that they cant make it...was actually thinking whether i shld continue to go ultimately it was kind of weird to go drinking in a pub alone somemore i'm a ger...but after thinking i decide to go ahead...i went kind of early about 10+ jus before the crowd starts...went to 2nd level where the live band was...i ordered a glass of whisky coke and was enjoying the live band...the music i good...is not like wad u hear in clubs...one thing...walawala has alot of caucasians...one of this guy came and talk to me guess he was curious to know why am i alone...haha...his name was David....from newzealand...he was nice to talk to...well come on he was alone and i was alone so yahx..we became frens..he was alone cus he was waiting for his other frens to arrive...he treated me to a glass of lychee martini...soon his frens arrive at first i tot i'll be left alone...but instead he ask me to join them...haha...had much fun...soon i was forgetting all the problems that i was suppose to sort out...around 2am i decide to leave as i was kind of tired...he accompany me to get a cab home before joining his frens again..haha...it was really a fun day for me yesterday..from a suppose lonely nite...i get to noe more frens...

anyway side track abit...i'm kind of disliking the way u are behaving...especially that day...i noe me and my fren are the minority in the group and we are trying to mix well with the grp..but while ur other frens are also trying to mix well with us...u jus choose to treat us like transparent...i mean why do that when we are all frens...i kind of think that i was wrong about u...last time i'm always looking forward to meeting you as i tot u are someone whom i can talk anything under the sun..and jus be myself..but recently i'm feeling that u seems like a stranger to me...is sad that good frens can result to this stage...call it woman's instinct...but i can feel that u are avoiding me...and for wad i have really no clue...i guess thats the difference btween singaporean and foreigners....i dunno why but singaporean dun believe in platonic frenship...they always have to see things with a motive...

anyway something slightly happier...my graduation is coming and i'm gonna to take leave next wednesday to replace my IC and bring my bros for lunch buffet at sakura...than maybe go shopping alone...now i'm thinking where to have dinner on father's day..haha...since my dad loves porriage(dunno how to spell) maybe i bring him to some porriage buffet...anyway my grandma is returning from Vietnam this sunday...*praying hard for the flight journey to be safe...can't wait to eat her cooking...best hakka food in the world...

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