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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

is a brand new month...MAY!!!..which means i got to countdown to another month before my payday...is so sian...so many things happen during the past week...the day after i got drunk on Thursday...i quarrel bad with my parents...which means no good...yahx..so to avoid commotion...i decide to not go home early on friday...so was lingering ard till bout 10+ decided to go home...but my father lock up the latch of my front door...wanted to look for mich's help but no reply came from her...yf was also reply-less...so i jus sit by my swing idling away...thinking about everything...so it was getting late...sat at the bench downstairs as it will be weird when the neighbours sees me getting lock out of the hse...while sitting down minding my own business...a few MAD came talking to me...i ignore them and they started to get all touchy...so i got really scared but i realise i have no one to turn too...so i decided to call zhengmin(my ex)...he was very nice and he drove down to pick me up from my place to his place...i was crying on the way to his place...not bcus that my dad locks me out but realise that i have no one to turn to...zhengmin was very nice he drove me to his place and offered me to stay for the night...we started to drink alcohol again and was getting tipsy...he slept in the living room and i had his room....i only remember that he waited for me to sleep before heading to the living room...the next day when i tot i woke up really early, he was even earlier...he bought breakfast for me...i'll be cold blooded if i say i wasnt touched...i was really touched...we talked about the past before he send me back home...obviously my dad was speechless when he saw zhengmin sending me back...but to zhengmin i was feeling that i owe him a favour...cus anyway we are no longer bf and gf...so he need not do all these for me...thats why i feel debted to him...cus eversince we broke up bout 1 1/2 years ago...he still treat me very nice...and at times i didnt treat him very well...i dunno why but he will always be there when i need help...

things were normal on sat...bought my psp...yeahx finally...used my own hard earned pay to get it...is like half of my pay...but i think is worthwhile..zhengmin offered to pay for me but i refused cus i already debted to him mentally...i dun wan to owe him financially too...and beside is nice paying your own...so yahx..things didnt go that bad for the weekend until....yesterday...my youngest bro was ramaging through my room ytd and found some dvd and decided to play it...those dvds are not porn but are not suitable for kids below 18...as some sexual scenes was involve...so obviously as a young boy he went to tell my mum which ends up to my dad...he was furious when he found out that this type of disc is available in his hse...so he was making a big fuss over it...and eventhough it was bought by my brother...he was in camp so he wasnt involve in the whole commotion...lucky him for me to take up the rap...i have to bluff that those disc are borrowed from a fren...he say that if i dun return the fren by this week, he's gonna throw all away...i was thinking of passing to yj but apparantly she had some concerns that her parents will find out and create a big fuss...afterall her family comprises mainly gers...i dun blame her..so i tot of yf cus afterall i told him about this before...but he was saying that i shld get someone closer to home...so okie...i tried getting someone closer to home...but she cant be contacted...but nevermind i told him that i will figure out a way...which leads to zhengmin again...i tot of him as he has his own apartment and i think is normal for disc like these to appear at a guys place..so again i owe him 1 again...when i ask him if it was convenient he was joking that he would need some entertainment for himself too since he is always alone at home...i told him that he treating me so nice make me guilty and that i feel bad that i'm owe him alot...he told me that i could repay by spending 1 full day with him...well...i havent make a decision if i gonna agree to spend the day with him...anyway i'll jus wait and see how things go...

i'm gonna watch spiderman 3 tml...with my bro and fren...hope it wont be a dissapointment...=)