Sunday, May 06, 2007
last week was a super bad week...I lost my IC, eZlink and my housekeys...on saturday i went to club cus it was tricia's b'day..as usual i only bring my purse with my IC,EzLink, Credit card and housekeys...met yf first before heading in to the club...than was kind of super akward then cus majority of tricia's fren i have no idea who they are other than wanxiang whom is also from shuqun sec...open a bottle of chivas and started drinking with yf before the rest arrive...only remember bottoms up with tricia and after a while i cant remember anything already...i only remember i started puking and tried locating yf but jus cant seem to get him, reason? i never save his number in my phone and i end up keying the wrong number...i dunno why i ended up looking for yj...i remember i was in the toilet when i gave her the call...than i only remember someone dragging me to MAC...and there is where i realise that i lost my purse..as my credit card and member's card is with yf so that was not missing...other than those, everything is missing...was resting at MAC where i got scolded from yj...i understand why she scolded me for...and till now i have no idea when and why i decide to open the 2nd bottle of chivas...i cant remember anything...yj was right to scold as i always get taken advantage of...they tried helping me to find my purse but MOS said that they have yet to find the purse...after a while kexin and yj left cus i think kexin's fren came and pick her up...than send yj to sengkang..cus the time was about 5+ so yf decide to jus sit and wait for the first train...as for me i was too tired to really move so i jus slept there...i think ard 6+, yf woke me up and we proceed to the MRT station...remember i'm peniless...so yf paid for my one trip ticket and we headed to JE...thru out i was havin very bad stomach ache...it was very unberable but i still got to bear with it...anyway reach je and we proceed home individually...i had $1.40 so it was enuff to take a bus home...went home and called my brother to open the door for me.. as i have no keys...i actually decide not to tell my parents about the lost of the key and IC but after a while of slp i realise that keys and IC are together which means telling anyone where i stay and giving free access...so i decide to come clean with my mum saying that i lost my purse...she was quite cool with it except making a few nagging...i told her i going to make a police report so she was not so angry cus at least i make an effort to do something bout it...after making a police report i went back home...then my dad knoes nothing yet...when he come back from his game my mum told him wad happen and he was furious...he woke me up and scold and scold...when he sees that i never rebut him , he thinks that i dun care about it at all so he starting hitting me...yahx so now i always wear long sleeves shirt to cover the marks...eventhough i should be angry for him beating me but i noe i cant cus is all my fault...i'm feeling so pissed with myself...and i cant do anything about everything...
some words to end it...
yj : ger...really thank you for coming down...wad u scold me is correct and i knoe is for the benefit of me..i really feel bad for making u come down so late..i wouldn't know wad my life will be without a fren like u...anway really thank you for helping me all these time...i dunno how to express my thanks for u...but again really thank you and wouldn't know wad to do without u...
yf : hey fren...really sorry for making u stay back when u are suppose to leave earlier...really sorry for troubling you another time..i dunno how to repay ur favour everytime but only saying thank you...
kx : ger...sorry that i got so drunk that day that u didnt really get to enjoy the whole time...promise not to get too drunk the next time we go...
tri : hey ger....happy birthday again...and sorry to be so drunk throughout the whole time...